Some Insecurities, Some Hopes

Hi bloggy.
Now finally i become a final-semester college student. I like it but i also have some fears :((
I dont know. Its like i have something i worried about... like.. can i finish my skripsweet on time? Can i make my parents proud of me?

I wanna cry...

Im insecure, you know? I am start to have guilty feeling whenever i spend my time with something that not related with my skripsweet thing. You know that kind of guilty feeling when u actually have something important to do but you choose to watch some episodes of korean drama.... that guilty feeling when u choose to sleep instead of work on your important thing like skripsweet..... it gets me stressed and it makes pimples getting wild in my face. Oh Lord... i dont know... i want to stop this guilty feeling by doing my skripsweet but i dont know where should i start?!?!?!?!?

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Hahahahaha
But yeah.. i have to do it no matter what. I have to finish it before the deadline. HA!!! i have to finish my study with good score and go get a great job that i love. And i also want to publish my own novel huhuhu. Its a secret but i already send my novel... my novel.. omg... like.. this is real.. i write a novel on my own hahahah and i already send it to a publisher hehehehe i hope good things will happen soon. It will be one of my great achievements if it get published. I wanna prove that i can do whatever i want to do. Hehehehe just wish a good luck on my study and my soon-published novel!!! I believe that Allah will help those who have try their best!!! I also believe that i can do it!! 😁😁😁 fighting!!!!!!

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