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Hai bloggy~ ahahaha

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Mau ngakak.

Sudah ngakak sih lebih tepatnya.

Hmm

lelah tau gak.

I think i should've get rid of this feeling and start to open my heart for another man who want to approach me. Keep stressing your feeling for someone who is your own friend is a tiring thing. I desperately try acts cool just for covering my feeling everytime im in front of him. :(((((

It sucks!

Oh my god i wanna cry... damn!!!
I hate this! I hate when someone who literally doesnt have any fault towards me just makes me cry. Its not because he is cruel but it is just because this useless feeling. Oh WHY?!?!?!?! Why this feeling suddenly appears?!?!?!? I dont even know since when and why??????

I hate this feeling :(((

But....

If he has the same feeling with mine....

I'll start to watering this feeling.. no. But our feeling /? So it will blooming and blooming everyday

HAHAHAAHAHHA

NGGILANI!!!!

bye!

Now playing:
Shawn Mendes - Imagination

Complicated Things in Life

Hai bloggy. Been a long time since ive posted my deepest thought in here, right? Haha now im back with all of my sadness...

You know that feeling when you chatting with someone (through line) but instead of him you want someone else to have a chat with you? Lol 😂 just call me as a bad girl. I dont care. You'll can never lied to your heart.

I hate it. I like my own friend. I hate it. I never choose to have this feeling. It just comes so natural... it just comes automatic... lol just like Red Velvet's song Automatic. Its not my fault, right? I mean... *sigh*

Something that i hate the most is the lable "friend" between us. I dont wanna ruin our friendship tho....

So.. maybe.. i'll try... i'll try to get rid this feeling from my mind... from my heart. If this is the best for us, i'll try....

But somehow i wonder if he ever have any feeling for me or not? HAHAHAHA but we know the answer, of course its BIG NO lol 😂 wake me up when i start to have inappropriate imagination. Stop me before im fly high to the sky JUST bcs that kind of weird imagination. Bye!

Now playing:
NCT U - Without You (owh i like this song sooooo much. Taeil's voice is the best eventho i like doyoung and jaehyun's voice too 😂😂 but overall i like their harmony. Doyoung and jaehyun's voice is my type of loveable voice too. But sorry no sorry, taeil's voice still number 1, number 2 goes to Doyoung's and the last one is Jaehyun's 💕💕 but if it comes to the face, Jaehyun's is the most flawless between them 😍😍😍)

Diam

Siapa bilang diam itu emas? 

Siapa bilang diam itu indah?

Siapa bilang diam itu baik?

Siapa bilang "diam saja, biarkan semuanya berjalan sesuai takdir"?

Siapa bilang "diam saja, biarkan segalanya mengalir seperti air"?

Bodoh!

Nyatanya diam itu menyiksa.

Diam itu pedih.

Diam itu menderita.

Diam itu membingungkan.

Diam itu  ambigu.

Diam itu...

Ah sudahlah..

Orang tidak akan tahu betapa buruknya diam jika mereka tidak pernah merasakan yang namanya cinta dalam diam.