Eum.. hi bloggy~
Can i just write about "it" in here? Hmm such a hard times for some people around me.....
I dont know, am i just too sensitive or something. When my close friends felt sad or that kind of feeling, i can felt it too. Just like today. Two friends of mine has told us about their problem, the first one didnt tell me directly but showed me a song lyrics that i think it can be related to her problem. Because i think it was out of my bussiness, im afraid to ask her... eventhough im actually care and want to help her but i dont know how... the second one told us about her problem but i dont know... it feels like im a useless friend, you know? That kind of guilty feeling when you want to help your friend out but you cant do nothing. Especially to the second person, im the one who support her when she was in love with that boy, without knowing anything until she got him and the next day i just knew that the boy who just had relationship with my friend is a bad boy.... at that time i dont know what i have supposed to do... im a fool and right now my friend feels sad bcs of him... am i such a bad friend? Im totally dont know what to do right now. You know that kind of feeling. When you feel guilty as hell but you cant do nothing!!! Fuck this shit situation, im just a useless person for my friends 😔😔😔😔😔😔
I want to help my friends by simply being their friend... but, it seems i cant do that in a good way.
